I'm slowly making myself feel better. I will honestly say that I still here thoughts that tell me negative things, but I can push those to the deepest recesses of my mind. I can become stronger and I can be who I chose. Last night my mom came home drunk and I started to feel bad about myself because she said I'm just like her and she hopes I will be able to be just like her when I am older and honestly I don't want to be her, but I don't want to start problems so I hold my tongue.
People will always put me down when they feel like they need to feel better about themselves so I'll let them say what they wish because I am perfect with all my little imperfections. I can't help, but smile at other peoples suffering when they hope to see me be like that. I will stand taller each day that passes and make people envy my ability to stay positive and kind. Just don't cross me or feel the wrath of my uncontrollable anger. I can be wicked and crossed or I can be kind and loving. After all I am a Gemini.
Love R.
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